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To be...
...or not to be.
I never had any patience for Hamlet. He never asked the right questions.
Live or die. Do it or don't. Man up or back down. Jesus, make a choice. Either make a move or remove your influence from the gene pool. Better yet, ask what you really want to know.
Would it make a difference? Is there a right way to go about this?
Life and death, right and wrong. You can call it whatever you want, but it's still the same thing. When the time comes for you to fall, one way or the other, the impact will hurt the same way. The ground over there is just as hard as is it over here.
***
At the time, it was simple.
If you want to know the truth (most people don't), I knew it was wrong. All those little ribbons floating in the water were supposed to stay inside. They tied all the pieces and chunks together and I just let them unfurl out of me.
In that moment, I fancied myself a magician.
It just keeps coming. And you don't know how it got there. After all, I showed you before that there was nothing up my sleeve.
***
Just so we're clear, I didn't do it because I wanted to die. No, no, no.
I was curious. Really. And the answers to my questions were worth all the pain and the "wrongness" of what I had to do to get them. I thought that maybe I could just go to the brink. From the edge you can see everything.
But I took it to far. Accidents happen.
They keep telling me I had a "psychotic break" because of everything that happened with Julie, but I don't buy it. I didn't feel psychotic. And I certainly didn't feel broken.
***
Death doesn't scare me. By that I mean the physical pain does not make me afraid. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but I have a very high pain tolerance.
What happens after the pain is what I wonder about. I know, I know, Jesus died to save us and when we're gone we go on a vacation to a land of never ending singing and fluffy vanilla ice cream.
Save it.
A long time ago (it feels like a long time, though the calender will make you think it wasn't that long ago), Julie died. There's this road with a really steep curve, and well, she liked to speed. It was raining.
Anyway, she died in a car wreck. Julie couldn't carry a tune in a bucket and vanilla was her least favorite flavor. I'd hate to think the after life is being so cruel to her.
***
To be or not to be.
Hamlet, you whiny little bastard. Get out of my head.
...or not to be.
I never had any patience for Hamlet. He never asked the right questions.
Live or die. Do it or don't. Man up or back down. Jesus, make a choice. Either make a move or remove your influence from the gene pool. Better yet, ask what you really want to know.
Would it make a difference? Is there a right way to go about this?
Life and death, right and wrong. You can call it whatever you want, but it's still the same thing. When the time comes for you to fall, one way or the other, the impact will hurt the same way. The ground over there is just as hard as is it over here.
***
At the time, it was simple.
If you want to know the truth (most people don't), I knew it was wrong. All those little ribbons floating in the water were supposed to stay inside. They tied all the pieces and chunks together and I just let them unfurl out of me.
In that moment, I fancied myself a magician.
It just keeps coming. And you don't know how it got there. After all, I showed you before that there was nothing up my sleeve.
***
Just so we're clear, I didn't do it because I wanted to die. No, no, no.
I was curious. Really. And the answers to my questions were worth all the pain and the "wrongness" of what I had to do to get them. I thought that maybe I could just go to the brink. From the edge you can see everything.
But I took it to far. Accidents happen.
They keep telling me I had a "psychotic break" because of everything that happened with Julie, but I don't buy it. I didn't feel psychotic. And I certainly didn't feel broken.
***
Death doesn't scare me. By that I mean the physical pain does not make me afraid. I don't know if I've mentioned this, but I have a very high pain tolerance.
What happens after the pain is what I wonder about. I know, I know, Jesus died to save us and when we're gone we go on a vacation to a land of never ending singing and fluffy vanilla ice cream.
Save it.
A long time ago (it feels like a long time, though the calender will make you think it wasn't that long ago), Julie died. There's this road with a really steep curve, and well, she liked to speed. It was raining.
Anyway, she died in a car wreck. Julie couldn't carry a tune in a bucket and vanilla was her least favorite flavor. I'd hate to think the after life is being so cruel to her.
***
To be or not to be.
Hamlet, you whiny little bastard. Get out of my head.
Literature
On Becoming A Woman
I want...
to wail out the blues
draped in red silk
I want
to collect writers and musicians
wrap them round bed posts,
breathe in their essence,
trace lonely hearts with bitter tongues
and have artists paint lives over humming flesh
I want
to be an asshole
to not care
I want
to indulge wickedness,
drown in sin
shoot long shots of debauchery
and come out purer for the experience
I want
to have my heart broken
by a man worthy of my tears
I want
to be desired by angels
while desiring only the devilish within them
un-tempered by reason or self doubt
and laugh in the face of judgement
I w
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nine reasons why you should
nine reasons why you should never love a poet:
one.
we like to hear things like 'you're beautiful' and
'i'd die without you' but deep inside we always know
you don't mean it.
and it just tears us apart slowly, no matter how much
we love those poisonous lies.
two.
and when you ask 'are you okay?', we're going to
answer with 'i'm fine'. and you'll hear that
even if our bones are shattering inside of us and
our hands are trembling from all the hurt that we go through.
three.
because we play our music too-loud-to-bear so that,
when we're all alone,
it chases away the thoughts that come with the silence:
things that haun
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Alluvion
Every heart has a beat that matches it somewhere in the world.
I used to think mine was the swollen rush of the sewers when it rained like this, colors washing into one another, edges blurring and lines fading, disappearing into the tumult of the rapidly drumming drops, sounds muted, sounds turned into the dancing fingers of storm clouds on the surface of this earth. This is what I used to think. And I loved when it rained like this because I didn't feel alone, even in the isolation of the flooding roads and the surging tumultuous joy of too much water falling too quickly to be absorbed, falling too quickly to be stoppe
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Questions:
1) Does the title fit?
2) Does the characters main issue/annoyance concerning Hamlet come across clearly?
3) What kind of questions do you think the character was trying to answer? I never gave a specific example and I'm wondering if I should.
1) Does the title fit?
2) Does the characters main issue/annoyance concerning Hamlet come across clearly?
3) What kind of questions do you think the character was trying to answer? I never gave a specific example and I'm wondering if I should.
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